Maria Clara

Though we’re breaking up and I won’t ever see you again 
Let me ask one last favor. 
The only thing that I can do for you who’s filled with tears, 
is to let you go with ease. 

These words are a bit awkward and so hard to say to you 
who’s so like me and to him who isn’t me. 

I hope that you erase all the memories of love and 
memories of thankfulness and even my tears. 
Don’t hurt anymore and don’t turn around 
just live happily from now on. 

I knew a long time ago that a love other than me, had 
taken all for your heart. 

I don’t want to say these to you who’s so like me 
and to him who isn’t me, no matter how hard I try. 

I hope that you erase all the memories of love and 
memories of thankfulness and even my tears. 
Don’t hurt anymore and don’t turn around 
just live happily from now on. 

Don’t me sorry, don’t regret it because he’s going to 
treat you so much better than I could. 
Because this seperation would be good for me if you’d just smile 
and forget me completely inside his embrace. 

It’ll be okay, I’ll get used to it no matter 
how hard it is to love alone. 
Because I’ll just keep you inside of my heart as you 
leave and turn around.

from DIFFICULT TO SAY:short film

“he most painful thing is to be sitting right next to the person you love most, but never being able to let her know. Truthfully I don’t deserve
you but..am trying to be one!………I am scared that day come you’re
too far to reach out and take? Worse maybe you’re already taken…if u reading this please wait for me.i always be there for you….I am sorry i ignore u…i ignore u because every time i look at u….Deep in my heart I know I’m not the deserving guy for you………..your the only girl the show me how to fall in love but Without a word, you hurt me so badly.”

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I can’t do this anymore. I need something to believe in. I don’t want to live just to breathe. No one said it was going to be this hard. You did wrong. So, why do I feel like its my fault? I’m running in circles. Stop haunting me and just go away. Take me back to the start so I can end it.